- Tue Sep 15, 2009 9:20 am
#397583
I was a couple of weeks away from starting Uni, working as a housekeeper in one of the hotels that overlooks the St Andrews Old Course. It was about half past two and I had a rather big job to do (very dirty room) so put the TV on, intending to find the digital radio channels, but of course never made it that far.
There was one tower left standing, and I saw living people waving white sheets from the windows, and some jumping out of the windows. I then saw that tower collapse, and realised I was watching mass murder - real people actually dying before my eyes - live on TV. I held it together cos I had work to do. My boss was desperately trying to get in touch with her son in New York. The hotel (which was full of American tourists) was deadly quiet.
When I got home I explained to my Mum what I'd seen and I found myself crying as I did so. It sounds shallow but part of what bothered me was seeing the destruction of a famous building. I've always had this weird thing (perhaps a phobia?) about well known buildings changing. Not even necessarily being destroyed, but just changing. I still have "nightmares" about landmarks going missing and such. I think it started when I was about 4 and saw some trees I had become familliar with cut down, and I started screaming.
But obviously the destruction of the WTC building was more symbolic in nature, whereas the loss of life was truly tragic. It still makes me upset and angry. I've never been able to watch any of the TV documentaries about 9/11.
There was one tower left standing, and I saw living people waving white sheets from the windows, and some jumping out of the windows. I then saw that tower collapse, and realised I was watching mass murder - real people actually dying before my eyes - live on TV. I held it together cos I had work to do. My boss was desperately trying to get in touch with her son in New York. The hotel (which was full of American tourists) was deadly quiet.
When I got home I explained to my Mum what I'd seen and I found myself crying as I did so. It sounds shallow but part of what bothered me was seeing the destruction of a famous building. I've always had this weird thing (perhaps a phobia?) about well known buildings changing. Not even necessarily being destroyed, but just changing. I still have "nightmares" about landmarks going missing and such. I think it started when I was about 4 and saw some trees I had become familliar with cut down, and I started screaming.
But obviously the destruction of the WTC building was more symbolic in nature, whereas the loss of life was truly tragic. It still makes me upset and angry. I've never been able to watch any of the TV documentaries about 9/11.