[kendra k]

are you talking about your mom?

[Sidders]

No, a friend.

[Adam]

this thread is a bit like laura's diary.

[Betti911]

I actually quite like Laura's diary and tune into the Scott Mills show just for it if I'm in my car on the way home early from work

Anyone on here applied to spend a night with Laura?

[Sidders]

this thread is a bit like laura's diary.

I take it you were bored enough to finally read all of it then? Not sure if the Laura's diary comparison is a good thing...

Not seen Louise for nearly a week but I think I will see her tonight. It's really annoying because I nearly get her off my mind, then I see her again and I start to think about her all over again. I think I might need to move away or something.

[Betti911]

Could you not look for another job in your local area where theres not much chance of bumping into her?

My boyfriends friend joined the army a few weeks ago after being rejected by a woman. Loads of people tried to talk him out of it but it was apparently what he really wanted to do anyway. The rejection just gave him the push he needed.

[kendra k]

i think looking for another job might be a good idea if you really can't get over her any other way.

[Sidders]

I'd still see her in the pub though. It's weird though, because I still want to see her, even though it pains me.

[Adam]

this thread is a bit like laura's diary.

I take it you were bored enough to finally read all of it then? Not sure if the Laura's diary comparison is a good thing...

Not seen Louise for nearly a week but I think I will see her tonight. It's really annoying because I nearly get her off my mind, then I see her again and I start to think about her all over again. I think I might need to move away or something.

Yeah, im getting there. Had alot of catching up. I feel im more in touch with the thread now. It's very much like laura's diary - to be honest im getting pretty bored of that feature now, infact im this is better. Lets not have sidla's diary.

Its really cool that your so open on a messageboard about things like this. Its such a sweet thread.

Hope things go well !

[Betti911]

I'd still see her in the pub though. It's weird though, because I still want to see her, even though it pains me.

Yes but its not good for you. It gives you false hope. You can't move on.

[Ickle Angel]

Exactly. Sidla the best thing to do is ignore her completely

[Gigglyboots]

I get that, because where I live is like a little village, I see people I've been with over the last few months around, and theres one guy in particular, I keep seeing him, like through windows or on the bus, and its starting to get to me.

Thank goodness, its back to the island today.

[Betti911]

I used to get that in uni when I've been in the same classes as ex boyfriends. I just had as little conversation as possible with them.

[Sidders]

Its really cool that your so open on a messageboard about things like this. Its such a sweet thread.

That's why this is in the private bit, I'd wouldn't go into so much detail in the public bit.

Seriously, ignoring her completely is not an option. As Giggly said, it's a small community and if I didn't see her at work I'd run into her somewhere else.

As expected, I saw her yesterday, and it was really really hard. I was so nervous with her being there I literally felt sick. I got to the point that I had to completely ignore her presence (which is hard to do because of her distinctive but cute laugh) just to make myself feel comfortable. She came and stood next to me at the bar to order a drink and I just completely ignored her (not in a rude way, I just pretended I was reading the paper). Then most of her friends left to go to the other pub down the road which is open until 12. She and a couple of friends stayed and she and one of her female friends started talking about Harry Potter. I heard my name mentioned, so I turned round, and they asked me if I was a Harry Potter fan. This lead to a conversation about the Harry Potter books which was really cool.

[kendra k]

that sounds like a good thing, but were you excited to talk about harry potter, or spend time with her? it could be a step on the path to normality, but you could be waiting to fall for her all over again.

[Sidders]

that sounds like a good thing, but were you excited to talk about harry potter, or spend time with her?

The former I think, although I'm not sure. I think I've pretty much accepted that nothing is going to develop, I think I'm just finding that tough to deal with. I didn't sleep too good last night though, so felt a bit low today. I think I might try and avoid her tonight.

[Lucie]

I can't read 28 pages, as much as I am interested in Sidla's love life. Care to summarise?!

Quincy + windscreen wiper girl = <3 ?!

[Quincy]

quincy + lindsey = <3 yes

[Lucie]

w00t! *happy dance*

[Betti911]

quincy + lindsey = <3 yes

So you're still going out with that girl. See you're not such a Romeo as you make out. Is it true love??

[Sidders]

I can't read 28 pages, as much as I am interested in Sidla's love life. Care to summarise?!

Told her how I feel on Valentines Day, she said she's flattered but happy being single at the moment.

[Lucie]

I can't read 28 pages, as much as I am interested in Sidla's love life. Care to summarise?!

Told her how I feel on Valentines Day, she said she's flattered but happy being single at the moment.

aw . Are you still madly in love with her?

[Sidders]

Kinda, yeah. I really think I'm going to have to try and avoid her for a while, even though it's something I really don't want to do.

[kendra k]

you need to do it!

[Quincy]

quincy + lindsey = <3 yes

So you're still going out with that girl. See you're not such a Romeo as you make out. Is it true love??

do i make myself out to be a romeo???!!!