[Adam]

Think Myspace ...


http://www/bebo.com

[Sidders]

That takes you to Yahoo!....

Kim told me last night that she is determined to set me and Louise up. I told her there's no point because she isn't interested in me, but she said she's not going to stop until she succeeds. I kinda hope she manages it, but don't fancy her chances.

[Chongster]

That takes you to Yahoo!....

Kim told me last night that she is determined to set me and Louise up. I told her there's no point because she isn't interested in me, but she said she's not going to stop until she succeeds. I kinda hope she manages it, but don't fancy her chances.

If that doesnt go according to plan though, and she notices whats going on, would that not turn things pretty sour? Not that I'm trying to naysay or anything.

[Sidders]

Yeah, I'm concerned about it too. Although I'm sure Louise can already see what's going on.

[fish heads]

bebo, hmm... should i sign up for yet another one of these things? i need to stay cool and hip.

No. quite frankly it is a dump of a website

[Sheep]

Don't, all i get from that is emails saying people i dont even like have sent me a message and all this other crap

[Gigglyboots]

I love the fact people that only recognise my face add me. I only add people I have conversed with and actually like. It's useful to keep in touch with the Uni people, especially as I have 15 weeks stuck on this.. Well choice word island.

[Betti911]

bebo, hmm... should i sign up for yet another one of these things? i need to stay cool and hip.

No. quite frankly it is a dump of a website

Some people go all out to keep their profiles up to date there and download loads of fotos. I quite like to do my nosey there about people I used to know at uni.

[Sidders]

I can't believe this was only on the second page of private. Do we have nothing better to talk about that annoying newbies and my love life?

Anyway, I think today is the day I'm finally over the whole thing. I had a revelation today and I feel so good for it. It feels almost God sent.

Just to fill you in (Kendra will know all this already), for the past few months I've been occasionally getting drunk and being totally honest with Lou. And I mean, totally honest. Quite predictably (although I couldn't see it at the time) this has scared her off totally. In fact, I'd be surprised if she ever talks to me again (except she still talks to me on MSN). I've been besotted with her, and stupidly, I've let her know that.

Anyway, today something really odd happened and I totally came to my senses and realised that I was being so stupid. She's never going to like me back if I act like that. In fact, now I've done all this, I'll be very shocked if she ever likes me back at all. So I've just realised that it's not going to happen. And for some reason, I didn't understand this before, and I don't really get why. I just thought that if I let her see that I think she's the love of my life then somehow she would like me back. But that is quite obviously not the case, and I can just see it so clearly now.

It must have been a day of revelations for me, because I've also given up smoking, or at least I've given up buying cigarettes. I ran out mid-morning (I've been planning to give up for a while, so I was on ultra-low nicotine cigs). I went to get some more Mayfair Fines, which at the moment is my brand of choice, but they didn't have any. The only ultra-low nicotine brand they had was Silk-Cut Fine or whatever they're called. They were £5-25 a pack. I was about to buy some, when I thought, do I really need to spend that kind of money on cigarettes? Obviously no is the answer, so I decided I'm never going to spend another penny on fags again. I've scrounged a couple at the pub tonight, but I'm going to stick by my insistance never to buy any again. I might still be able to scrounge, but people will soon realise that I'm not going to spot back.

So that's been my day. It's been a really good day today. And I've not even told you where I've been or what I've done.

[DemonHorse]

so if it was such a good day... did you get laid or something?

or just one of those "good things just keep happening to me today" kinda days?

[Sidders]

Of course I didn't get laid, that sort of thing doesn't happen to me. In fact, nothing good did happen to me yesterday at all. I did an exam that I thought would be a breeze, but it turned out to be pretty difficult and I'll be surprised if I've passed. But something seemed to be wrong with me in that I was thinking so clearly and took stock of certain things. I feel so much better for it.

I didn't smoke all day today, until I got to work and finally let the stress get to me at about 9.30pm. The trouble is with that place is that there's two people who owe me about a lifetime supply of fags anyway, so it's too easy to get one if I fancy one.

[Gigglyboots]

Aah, nasty horrible habit, give it up cold turkey. You'll find someone when you least expect it Sidders. I was going to party it up in my second year at uni, behaving just as badly as the first, but instead have found someone who is wonderful..weird.

[Lucie]

glad your feeling better sid. you should take up buddism, then you'll truely learn to love yourself . Anyway it is true. you'll find someone when it's the right time for you. you'll know when.

also my friends who smoke get ROYALLY pis*sed off with my other friend who's 'given up' nicking smokes off them. just thought that you should know that.

[Sidders]

Yeah, well they'll soon get sick of doing it, and I definately ain't buying any more, so I can only go in one direction.

[Sidders]

5 years later, I officially have a girlfriend. Not the same one I started this thread about, but I felt I had to announce the news.

[Mafro]

5 years later, I officially have a girlfriend. Not the same one I started this thread about, but I felt I had to announce the news.

I just got an email alerting me to this.

[Sidders]

Ha ha ha! Mafro! What happened to you? Used to speak to you all the time on MSN! Let's catch up dude!

[MK Chris]

Ha, you subscribed to this thread?!

Well done Sidders.

[Gaspode_The_Wonder_Dog]

Well done Mr Sidla we are all proud of you.

[Sidders]

Wow I'm actually detecting some sincerity here.

[Gaspode_The_Wonder_Dog]

I'm being nice lately have you noticed? I've decided I need the Karma. That or not eating chocolate makes me nice...

[Quincy]

excellent! nice one! (and i actually mean it seriously well done)

[Sidders]

Thanks guys I am very happy

[Boboff]

Wow.

Sidders is a real life Adrian Mole!

Some nicely composed post from Sidder too back in the day.

(P.S. is this code for the fact you have now officially poppped the old cherry?)

[Sidders]

That would be telling.

Why was this topic moved please? Not sure I feel comfortable with it being in here...