I watched the video late last night. I heard the first half of the show but completely missed the second half due to unavoidable circumstances.
Now over the past few weeks when ever someone has posted that they are near to tears or really upset I've thought to myself, quite callously & unfairly , "Oh for f**ks sake wise the bap!".
My thoughts being, Its only a radio show, a brilliant one, but in the grand scheme of things, its just a bit of fluff.
So imagine my surprise when watching the last half hour of the final show, when i felt a genuine lump in my throat.
I honestly felt really sad. Of course i had been drinking, but i'm not the type that gets maudlin or depressed when in my cups, just the opposite in fact.
When Tina started filling up earlier i wanted to give her a hug to cheer her up & tell her everything would be fine....well i normally do have many thoughts about embracing Tina, thats true, but this time it was for altruistic, not sordid reasons.
Its struck me that I actually really really will miss a show that keeps me cheered up on the way to work on an early shift at 'Christ knows what' o'clock in the morning. And keeps me going as fatigue & frustration set in at the end of a long hard night shift - as it has done all this week, for the last time.
Its got under my skin in a way i never thought it could, so in the very faint off chance that anyone connected with the show will ever read this, i'd like to thank them all for the past 8 years & before that when they were on afternoons as well.
It really did keep me going at times.
Thanks.
PS, It that bugger comes back on the late slot, i won't be happy. I've already remoned Radio1 from my DAB pre-sets!!